Friday 8 July 2011

wow, things have got soo much better
yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy :D <3

Monday 4 July 2011

Confusion much

For nearly two months you flirt with me say you love me act like i actually mean something to you then you decide to ignore me because you 'don't want to lead me on' well guess what you were too late.
You don't talk to me for weeks than randomly ring and expect me to treck all the way across to huddersfield just to see you. You must be kidding me right?? you act like nothing has changed at all when things couldnt be more different. You confuse me so much.
WHAT IS ACTUALLY GOING ON ?

Sunday 3 July 2011

i love you

that's what you said and i was foolish enough to believe it all, i should have realised it was all a lie why was  i so stupid why would you ever go for me?
now i'm left feeling used and dumb for not suspecting all along.
I act as if everything is fine but it isn't you cut me deep, i really liked you almost loved you what was it thinking, you've left me all alone feeling pathetic useless and most of all alone. Alone like i've never felt before. It's gorgeous outside and i'm sat in a corner inside crying over you, you're not worthy of the tears but that doesn't make them stop does it?
You dont even have the decency to leave me alone now you text me now and again acting all normal so i do too but each time the reality of the situation cuts me deeper.
The final straw came today when you deleted me as a friend on facebook
WHAT DID I DO TO YOU
i dont understand everything changed all of a sudden
everything was fine or so it seemed
and then bam everything was wrong
I love you , is what you said
well guess what i love you too
but i hate you more